so today has been one day from hell. i got into it with my boss, yet again. She told me that everyone blames me for taking time off...time off that i needed, i was in the hospital trying to get better. i found out that people i work with are talking shit about me for it. hello, i fucking tried to kill myself. twice. because of that hell hole i call work.

and she also said that she would fire me if i quit school. that is not her fucking decision. it is my life, and i will decide how to live it. she didn't tell me, but my best friend, because she knew she'd tell me that. it really pisses me off that she can't be honest with me.

i just dont know what to do anymore. im trying to get out of my lease without paying $1400 for it. hopefully that goes through. if you pray, please do so for me. I really need this to happen. i dont feel safe in my home anymore and yet there's nothing they can do about it.

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